October 2010
2 posts
so… today has been one of the worst in a long long time. here’s why
couldn’t hear out of my right ear so i complained and only had like 20 mins to get ready
trying to cope with everything going on in my mind
fucking twats at dinnertime (mr. bitchface in paticular). mr. bitcface asks “cookiedarkside do you like penis?” and then says i want to bum sexybum. WHAT THE...
okay… so mrs. bitchface has been funny. her and her ex are fine now, but she is really showing her hate for mr. bitchface which shows how she likes to ‘mingle about’. Strange i know, but at least she’s telling and not moaning on Facebook.
maybe, Mrs. Bitchface has left and in it’s place a nicer *insert-real-name* is returning? Who knows!
cookiedarkside!
September 2010
10 posts
some fucked up dream....
so yerr… this is strange, will never happen, would freak me out, but i’d probably accept it if it ever happened to me. (the names in the dream were replaced with the real ones; once again if you know them, please do not speak of them to others; thanks)
so yerr… what happened was i think i was in school.. my dreams don’t work well.. they are vivid in the important aspects,...
yerrrr....
so when i was in this parents evening… i had to be sat right next to sexybum…
EURGH.
REALLY NEED TO GET OVER IT
..
darksideofthecookie
what's the point in telling?
i tell my mam something and she goes mad (about school) and organizes loads of shit.
i don’t want it and get moaned at if i say this.
why do i let myself out like that?
i don’t usually say things to my mam that she’ll go mad about.
i need to learn to never
feeling okay
i feel okay.
just to let you guys this
<333
just dropping a few things
well… this happened:
i got asked out by a girl…. who was a little shocked by being unable to read my “interested in” on Facebook
i still love that dude…. just mrs. bitchface has made my life trying to get him on his own pretty hard… yeah my *friends* figured my actions pretty easily… i’m a wreck
really really tired lately. can’t sleep...
gay pride
Well hello there peeps. Today was actually really good <3333333
I went to gay pride. Yeah, hopefully everything’s going to be uphill from now. My good friend came down and it was good seeing him again (you know who you are!).
Couldn’t buy guitar hero ;_; plus the whole place was full of dykes (fuck off, i don’t care i can’t spell it right if i’ve done it wrong),...
well....
after some thought it seems that I will go to this event locally to me on Saturday with friends :)
might meet someone special :)
<333
a story about mr. bitchface
now some people may know who the real identity of mr. bitchface is. if you do, please take respect in who this is and please do not tell anyone, including mr. bitchface himself. Thanks and please keep the identity of this a secret. Really, if anyone knew then they’d be trouble.
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Mr. Bitchface used to be a different person. This is quite a few years ago now. He helped me discover my...
REALLY WHAT FUCKING ELSE DO YOU WANT TO GAIN FROM...
today has pissed me off so much. by one fucking comment too.
YEAH THEY HAVE FUCKING STOLE EVERY THING I LIKED, AND EVERYTHING I BLAGED THEY WANT TO JUST DISRESPECT YET THEY FUCKING LOVED IT WHEN I WAS THERE.
Really you say you’re not the two faced bitch everyone thinks you are? Really mrs. bitchface? WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING THIS? REALLY? THIS IS WHY YOU ARE NOT GOING TO FIND OUT...
“The only thing I only liked was hurting you.”
– Slipknot
August 2010
13 posts
welcome to the future
hi. for the new school year, I’m going to try and make the most of it. its my final year at secondary school. I’m not just gonna Fuck everything, I’m going to get a fucking grip of myself and start acting like I should.
this means no stupid diet is returning. YouTube has taught me to try and follow an alternate path. I’m going to try and eat a lot more different things...
camp
camp. its a word thats amazing. its mainstream too. it shifts off the sterotype of gays.
just is that lately I’ve been thinking about how i am and everything and I think I’m picking up some camp-ness. I don’t know if this is a good thing or what. it could be terrible and something I should just stop.
I think its mainly been influenced by the content I’ve been watching...
diets
maybe I’m just being stupid on this or what but I actually hate my diet and can’t wait to slip back in to my old one when school returns on Thursday. lately most of what I have ate is trash. like junk food and POP and energy drinks. I really don’t think this is any good for me trying to loose weight. life isn’t a fairy tale so L’s diet won’t help (death note).
...
little chat
me: hey mind, what's up?
mind: nothing much.
me: why are you crying then?
mind: you know farn well young man
me: suppose so. look I will do as you want, just is that it may take time
mind: heart is pissed
heart: Fuck you.
me: wew. you can't be like that
heart: why?
me: Danny juice (from tino's vid)
heart: *explodes*
mind: well done I thought you were saving him =_=
“returning dreams are messengers. Ok, having said that, I do not know enough...”
– This is an answer to a AnswerBag question I had years ago. It was about bad dreams I was having.
It explains everything now. I love the person who told me this <3333
after holiday
hello. I’m back from holiday. love you guys <333333
good news. I actually think I’m starting to let go of the dude and get one I can call mine.
I think friends of mine are wanting me to go boy hunting. this could epically fail so don’t worry.
love you guys loads <3333333
holiday
well this was going to be a bunch of tweets but that failed. my web browser is being a little knob and not working.
I’m on holiday. hopefully this will help me feel a lot better. I just don’t want to go swimming again. ever. I am so ill confident in my body and the water made me feel sick.
just lovely don’t you think? oh and I’m also bricking it going back to school as...
my views on self harm
self harm. this is one of the things that many people face in life. some people just say its being emo. I hate the word emo. people who say they are emo are stupid. following a cult for what? Fuck all.
self harm works. I just hate it when people expect attention for it. wrists are a silly and just sterotypical. hide it and you get a lot less notice.
just, in my opinion don’t use it as a...
little rant on social
some person (mrs bitchface, for those who know) got retweeted by a friend commenting on what little social networks are actually used for.
this is bullcrap. really. Twitter itself has really helped me. it made me able to smile every fucking day. and helped me when I’m depressed. people all over the globe are my friends. you? UK only.
I love my friends loads. the internet has also helped...
Sorting things out....
Tumblr is now set up for this account. I hope. Let’s see if the twitter works properly :)
A strange thought I had...
While drifting off to sleep I usually get bombarded with the madest things. This may be either one of them or an actual dream, I don’t know.
The main point in the thing was something pretty crappy and shit, but I kinda would like it to be true. Now this tumblr you see, is non identifiable, so I won’t be getting any hate mail soon, so here we go.
The vision is with the dude I love, in...
Tumblr
Hi this is ny tumblr. I’ve just set it up so there’s nothing here. I’m currently deciding what I’m going to put in here but i already have a good idea. See you soon peeps.